FREAKY DREAM.





i had the weirdest dream last night!
and though 12 hours plus have already passed
it still keeps ringing in my head!
i've never dreamt of something like that
neverrr.



i found myself standing on this table
in front of me was the school carpark
with that BLUE car right in front of me
and tofu was right beside me,
standing on the same table
doing some weird steps and acting like a chicken.
which is rather normal
since its tofu
i looked up to the podium
and saw ms ann standing there
shouting something through the mike
i cant remember what she said so nvm
i looked behind me
and saw like almost the WHOLE school at the courtyard
and the weird thing was
there were doing the same steps as tofu?
yeah.
then i spotted BEAU zan and jamie
somewhere towards the front
and that left a big question mark in my head.
i looked towards the field
then i saw aisyah and yanti standing on tables too
and another whole clang of people following their steps too.
haha i thought i was in some other zone okay.




then suddenly tofu was like
nat the table very shaky! i scared i fall!
and she clinged onto me.
AND AT THAT MOMENT I REMEMBERED EVERYTHING!
it was the bloody ACES / TEACHERS DAY!



no wonder everything was so familiar!
oh my gosh.
i was soooo damn shocked.
and it was all so hard to take in.
the weirdest part was
i felt as though i was there, you know?
okay call me crazy.
but isnt that what dreams do?
yeah. they always make everything seem REAL.



so anyways back to my dream,
it was almost EXACTLY like what happened on aces day itself.
me and tofu were laughing away doing the dance steps,
trying not to fall off the table
and making shadows through the reflection on the blue car.
even the part where tofu forgot her steps!
yeah. i didnt want the dream to end i swear )=



THEN.
the adiemus performance!
oh. my. god.
i was in class playing around with jas cihui and xx,
when suddenly zan they all came to my class looking for me.
they were carrying their bags and asking me to HURRY.
then we headed to the hall.
THAT stinky-o dressing room.
CHERYL WAS THERE TOOOOOO((=
good old cheryl. with her oh so wonderful jetes!
everything FELT the same.
the atmosphere, the joy, the LOVE.
everything.
and minutes before it was our turn to perform,
when the curtains were closed
we were jumping around like mad shitheads backstage.
jamie kicking here there everywhere
zan and shi hua practising last minute steps
daph just collecting her thoughts
annabel looking around her
cheryl just staring at the floor
beau stretching everywhere
man i miss the old eight of us)=
sighsigh.
our performance was GREAT.
yeah i swear it was amazing.
people were cheering for us man.
and i think they were also quite shocked to see our erm,
ghostly hair and make-up?
haha yeah.
and the last part,
where we were supposed to roll and roll
till the curtains closed
zan got caught in the curtains AGAIN.
it was exactly what happened on the day itself.



after that
it was the dance photo taking session.
i cant really remember what happened.
just that our makeup and everything was still on,
and we were perspiring like mad.
yes that i remember.



was it cos i kept thinking too much before i slept,
that i had to dream about these things?





it was like a collection of the past




but why i had to dream such things
i guess i'll never know.






and i hope you know,
i'll never want to come in between the both of you.
never.
so please don't make this any harder for me.




i want to believe you,
when you tell me that it'll be okay.